I came across one of those "top ten lists" on one of the discussion forums I frequent. This particular list was the "Top ten things that make you happy". I don't know what it is about this list but for the life of me I couldn't come up with ten things. Actually, I could hardly come up with one thing. I don't know, I guess I'm just tired of waiting and hoping for something good in my life to happen. Lately it seems like it's either a bad thing or just nothing at all.

I don't know, happiness is probably just lurking about behind some corner waiting for me to get off my lazy ass and find it. I'm just disappointed that I've lost my ability to find and appreciate the simplest of joys. I mean life should always be so fucking grave and serious should it? When the fuck did it all change? How did it become so fucking bleak? Anyway, whatever happiness is overrated. Time to get ready for work...