Fuck, OK there are a whole bunch of things that are turning ugly and I'm getting frustrated because I can't vent any of it in this diary, at least not without a whole bunch of repercussions as evidenced by my last few entries. I know that if I continue this path I am going to say and do things that I'm going to completely regret, more so than I have done already. So instead of venting in the usual manner, I'm going to take a break from my diary. It might be a week, it might be a month. Who knows? Aside from the recent drama there isn't really much going on with my life anyway. Right now I just want to put the whole mess behind me and this is the best way I can think of to do this...