If you are reading this it means I finally got through diaryland's slow-ass servers. Look, man when my ass has a full-time job I may once again sign up for a premium membership. Until then stop putting that nag screen in my damn face whenever I try to fucking post! I can't afford a fucking gold membership or else I would already have it you fucking asswad! *ahem* Anyhow, back to seriousness...

Have you ever got the feeling like you were losing yourself? I feel like I'm slowly losing sight of who I am and it's not the best feeling I've ever had. I need to find direction in my life soon before I find myself in an inescapable rut. The thing is that I'm not sure if I can save me from myself. When you have become your own worst enemy, life becomes weird and confusing.

Anyway, it's official I got an A and an A- in my last two classes meaning the coursework for my bachelor's is now complete. Part of me is glad that I finally got that over with, but in a way I'm saddened that I'm not really doing anything significant with my life anymore. It's almost like I suddenly lost focus of my life and it really sucks. I suppose that now I really need to snap the fuck out of it and start finding a job. Yeah, I know life sucks but I need to get over it and do something about it. Anyway, I don't really have anything more to say, so I'm out of here...