Haloscan has been a bitch to me lately failing me on my last batch of entries. It has come up completely blank on some of the most comment-worthy entries (even if I do say so myself), which sucks because I can be quite the attention whore sometimes. In fact I wouldn�t be surprised if the Haloscan comments tanked on this entry as well.

As such I�m going to start looking into a gold or supergold membership through diaryland. I figure, if I can buy $400+ phone without batting an eye, a supergold should be a piece of cake. I�ll probably get to that in my spring break. It remains to be seen whether I�m going to bust out on the d-land banner ads though.

Although I am admittedly quite the attention whore, I think I�ve gotten cozily comfortable with the level of readership I have now. I wouldn�t want my diaryland journal to blow up as big as say my myspace profile where everyone and their mother have a link to it. One of the reasons I write so freely in this blog is the degree of anonymity I have here.

I mean yeah, I know a few names and faces from diaryland and there are absolutely people whom I�d love to meet in real life from d-land, but for the most part, people who actually know me in real life, as far as I know at least, don�t know that I blog here and I think that�s cool because sometimes I pour my fucking soul out in here and to have some casual acquaintance know what�s going on in my head would be just weird. So a perfect internet stranger knowing my soul is OK, but a casual real-life acquaintance is not. I guess we could say it�s just weird all around and leave it at that. =p

But I digress. I would have to say that my last few entries were all pretty much downers so if you are in a good mood and you don�t want that mood spoiled I actually suggest not reading them. I guess that�s the upshot of being a Scorpio. Most of us are dark, quiet and brooding creatures, who usually have that strong shoulder for others to lean on, but can never quite find anyone stronger than us when we need a shoulder, so we become our own shoulder and eventually we get through it on our own.

If anything, I think my own mood is starting to take an upswing. It�s just one of those things where I�m just feeling better than normal. I hate to quote Justin, but I�m really feeling that I�m bringing sexy back. I especially like the attention females have been giving me lately, which is strange because I don�t think I�m doing anything differently, but hey, I�m not complaining. This is the kind of feeling that�s usually reserved for spring when the cold weather breaks and the clothing layers come off and derrick gets horny (what else in new?) but again, I�m not complaining. I think I�m just going to roll with it and see where it goes. Anyway, that�s all there is to write, so until next time...